Dear Family,
Things are good. Te cuento.
Firstly: Adriana, that lady who I said was going to be
baptized last week. She was doing well with quitting smoking until one day last
week when she had a really stressful day, because of family problems back home,
and she smoked. Well, she stayed here in 25 de Mayo just to get baptized, and
so when we helped her to understand that she`s going to have to wait a little
longer to get baptized things went south. I told her before we left that the
devil was going to work on her, and that she should be aware of it ``because he
does not want you to get baptized``.
The next day we saw her. She looked totally different;
depressed, upset, not the same.
We went to visit her that night and she told us. ``Honestly,
I`m just going to leave it all behind. I`ve already made the decision and I`m
not going to change it.`` My mouth dropped. I could not believe what I was
hearing.
She explained. Among a lot of other things, like how she
couldn`t talk to the missionaries because her neighbors will make fun of her,
the main reason surfaced that she was doing this for her son, Christian, who
has problems with drugs, and that he hasn`t gotten any better. That she was mad
at God.
Shocked, we tried to help her understand, one, where these
feelings are coming from, and two that she should think long and hard about
this before taking such a rash decision; that she should think about all the
times she was feeling a change in herself and how she said that this church is
different than any other, and all the times she felt the spirit.
We talked with her for a few hours and I used every
scriptural, logical, spiritual tactic I could think of to help her change her
mind, or at very least think about this before making a final decision.
We left her with this thought and my testimony ´´I didn`t
say it would be easy, I only said it would worth it``, I told her how I knew
that it WAS and IS worth it. More than that, we left a few scriptures, and
prayers, and told her that we would (and have been) praying for
her--alot.
We prayed--alot.
I finally came to a conclusion. I wrote in my Journal on the
very last line,
``We did all we could, and will continue to do so. I have to
trust that God will let happen what needs to happen.``
Sounds dismal, no?
Well, I`ll end this. We went to visit her the next day and
guess what...
she said ``I thought about what you guys said last night. I
was thinking all night and all of today... and... I decided that...
I`m going to do everything you guys taught me and listen to
the missionaries.``
Yes!
Bottom line: God answers prayers. Sometimes he just tests us
first.
Other than that we had transfers this week. I am going to
have a mini missionary for my new companion--a young man from argentina who is
thinking about serving a mision and wants to try it out for a few weeks.
God`s testing again.
I`m a bit nervous, but everything will work together for my
good. I know it.
Love you all,
Elder Bradley Turek
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